Feeling proud
The passengers became upset when they realized they had been kept in the dark about such a hazardous situation. They appreciated how quickly the situation was resolved, though. Everyone was safely removed off the aircraft, and everyone engaged was given counseling. Lena experienced feelings of both pride and sadness for what she had accomplished.
Not as she hoped
She had secretly hoped her husband was on board when the plane took off. It seems like a part of her had hoped for more, for something that would bring her and her late husband closer together. Instead, it grew into something she had never expected to go through.